August 2012
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Once you weave a web how does one untangle the strings…
Reblog if you actually give a shit about anyone...
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Evils Revenge
Blood drips slowly from her swollen cherry lips as she looks up from the floor where she lay.
An evil smile crosses her face not quite reaching her red flaked green eyes.
He knew how to hit a woman. He must of done this many times before, but had he ever crossed a woman that knew how to take a hit? She thought this over in her mind as he came in closer, no doubt to strike her yet again.
She...
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Ghost of Seaside Manor
She walks around at night haunting the very place she hates the most, although she isn’t dead, heart spirit has long ago left her broken.
So many years of love,of life, lost to holding on to a fantasy that never was meant to be left her without hope, without promise of a future.
Her destiny forever tied to this run down, decrepit place that she once called home.
Now there was no escape....
“Those who can induce you to believe absurdities can induce you to commit...”
– Voltaire (via criminalwisdom)
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It’s truly amazing how one person can become two totally different personas both branching out from the same personality. Yet completely different in every aspect.
This is not a case of multiple personalities because the person knows everything that is going on as a whole, without blackouts or loss of time, although there is a “out of body” experience associated with these...
Fractured Mirror.: Masochistic. →
yumandcoke24:
There is something lurking deep inside of me, I hold myself up to the light, I hate what I see. Gut my writs of their veins, make this happy blood flow. Muscles, and tendons gift wrapped in nonsensical absurdity, lacerate my brain, let it drain, expunge me of my repetitive creativity.
I have…
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Someone like you by Pop Evil
July 2012
54 posts
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Anxiety ..please let me go! Can’t you see you’re killing me with your hold around my throat ..
No One.. can save me from this nightmare that darkens my world, my light, my life ..
Darkness ..you’ve betrayed me! You’re protection was all in vain
I feel my world crashing,thrashing, all around me now. All for nothing! No reason do I have to feel this way, no right do I...
Anonymous asked: My parents fight all the time, and they don't try to hide it, but I have four little sisters all under age 13 and I guess I just need some advice, I never know what to say to them when they ask about it
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Feeling so alone tonight ..my mind is in that wondering zone and I wish there was a way that I could just turn it off..I don’t know if anyone else had ever felt like this or not. I’ve always felt alone. Usually I try to write poems or some type of rhyme but not tonight, tonight I’m just too sad, too far down, too surrounded by darkness.
I guess that’s the ironic thing...
Purple by Pop Evil
Where Hope Lies.
yumandcoke24:
What if the only hope that you have as person lies within another?
What if that same person, who your hope is held with so dearly, has lost their faith in you - in themselves?
Is your hope now too lost along with their faith?
How are we to exist this way?
Humanity can be cruel that way… sometimes.
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The razor slashes one more time..
Leaving crimson flowing from veins so fine..
Down my arm into my palm ..
As I read the somber phasm..
So many word left unspoken, left me here to feel so broken ..
How can one find the light when only darkness fills their sight..
Reach out, reach out, that’s what they say but how do you reach out when you don’t know what made you this way.....
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Come to me in darkness, let me be your guide, come to me in darkness let it be your bride.
Come join me here where shadows hide, and only time we have to bide.
Here in this darkness there are no fears, cry if you must, no one will see your tears.
Beautiful darkness you never fail, your soft suttle embrace is a magical escape.
Come join me in darkness all who need peace for here in this...
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Would it matter...
Would it matter if I called out your name..
Or would it all be done in vain..
You know I can feel your pain..
Would you still hide from me out of shame..
I can help you through the bad times..
Show you how to find the good times..
Put a smile upon your face to take that sad ones place..
But would it even matter that I can do these things for you..
These are the things that I can do.....
“The Bracelet Project.
Each disorder has a color that corresponds to it....”
– (via taken-bythe-blades)
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Why is it so hard for people to accept the fact that a person can change..
After trying so hard to dig up memories from my past I’ve come to terms with the fact that some memories may never return..
I had a friend tell me today that this “new version” of me sucks, but how am I suppose to respond to something like that..
This so called new version of me is all I have, I may be...
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Listen
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Things I've learned ...
*Sometimes digging into your past brings up things best left buried
*You’re best friend could really be your biggest enemy
*people often lie when the truth makes them look bad
* beware of those you trust
*love comes in many different forms
*the heart is the strongest part of the human body
*the mind can lie
*images in the mirror are tricks the mind plays
*everyone is good at...
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It’s almost 3a.m. and I know I should be in bed but I’m sitting here thinking about all the things you said,
You broke my heart that day long ago when our baby died, the one who died before we got the chance to ever know, but still you said you had to go..
Why was it that you turned your back on me that day, was she really so important that you couldn’t stay..not even for that...
“The truth is, everyone is going to hurt you. You just got to find the ones worth...”
– Bob Marley (via tattoophrases)
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The past few days have been strange for me..it’s like waking up in a nightmare from a nightmare, I’ve had to relearn parts of my past that for some unknown reason my mind wanted to block out, I guess these things where just too painful to handle.
I’m slowly starting to put the peices back together, but nothing is very clear to me yet.
I’m left with more questions than answers, but the main one I...
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I hate boredom ..it gives my mind too much time to wander and lately I’ve been getting the flashes of violent images in my mind again.
there usually always the same..blood flowing from my wrist in dark ruby pools of warmth.
I can almost taste the iron coppery sweetness in my mouth.. it actually makes saliva form in my mouth thinking of the bittersweet taste..
Yes, I crave blood.. why..I...
Church Pew or Bar Stool by Jason Aldean
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So where should we start today,after I’ve laid my life out on display..
Shall I stand in the town square, for all of you to sit and stare..
Or would it serve a better purpose to load your hands with stones, so you can all throw them at me as you sit upon your throwns..
‘Tis true I carry a burden but to me its only certain that these sins I’ve cast upon me are not to much to bare..
You see...
“I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of...”
– Marilyn Monroe
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My life (in part)
I usually don’t write anything personal unless it comes out in some type of poem or in the third person.
I suppose this is because it makes everything too real and that means accepting all the feelings and emotions that go along with reliving past pain and memories.
Tonight I intend to break my own rule and really get personal, I’ll take those who read this down the path of my life,...
lessons-in-morbidity:
Have you ever missed someone so much that your skin begins to ache?
Though his touch I’ve yet to taste.
Though I have yet to catch the tonality of his voice between breaths,
and his face, I’ve yet to place—
Always I do. Always I do.
Always, I miss you.
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These Things I do..
I’ll build you up..
I’ll tear you down..
Rip your heart out..
Leave it on the ground..
I’ll claw your back ..
Scratch you deep..
Let your blood start to seep..
Lick my lips in anticipation..
I’ll pull you close..
Hold you tight..
Bite your neck with all my might..
I’ll eat you up..
You’ll start to love..
The theshhold of pain I push you above…...
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Perfect Stranger
Who is this stranger that could lead her heart into such danger?
His words so easily spill from his lips, lines so smoothly bringing her to bliss,
He carries his pain like daggers to an unknowing soul, and in her heart she already knows,
They are one of a kind this dark prince she’s inclined, their souls will meet somewhere in time,
But condemned to pain the two must endure, this will be...
Fractured Mirror.: Animalism. →
yumandcoke24:
My heart is convulsing. I want to quiver under the weight of your gentle caress. Be rougher with me my dear. Bruise, and bloody me. Muss my hair, but only a little. You know I like to keep a perfect part, and I cannot stand when the strands are laying across my my eyes. Just paste it to my…
howlongdoihavetopretend:
You say I’m always happy, and that I’m good at what I do, but what you’ll never realize is, I’m a damn good actress too.
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How it kills me to set you free,
But I know your heart isn’t meant for me..
Two loves I’ve lost within the same day, that must be a record somehow, someway ..
One love was the past,he was so kind..I can’t help but think I must be out of my mind,but he has another and second best I can’t be..I did it before but that’s no longer me..
The second love I set free...
“Even at my weakest moments I know I am strong, because I survived.”
– (submitted by eternalextacii)
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Bad Day by Fuel
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If I disappeared would the world even notice I was gone,
Even here in this place that I call home,
I know this isn’t the place I belong, but what do I do when when everything goes wrong,
Somewhere out there is a happy place, where I wouldn’t be a waste of space,
So many smiles I could place upon someone’s face,
But will someone ever give me that grace..
I’m a broken...
“You find your genius by looking in the mirror of your life. Your visible image...”
– James Hillman (via criminalwisdom)
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What would happen if I posted pictures upon these wall, would you all pass me by without just cause ..
My words they come from deep with in, but my face is still what is seen even then..
To some they say I have beauty beyond compare,but others look at me with strange stares..
Confidence is something I don’t have to spare but behind my words I am there..
So let my heart speak to...
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Feeling this right now..
SNUFF BY SLIPKNOT
Anonymous asked: What is the name of the song and artist of that song you posted?
“Expectation is the root of all heartache.”
– Shakespeare (submitted by shootinggstarss)
subtlebones:
Mystery of You — RED
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My emotions are all confused, mixed up with memories of you, so many times in the past my relationships never last..
I have to blame it on you..cause you taught me what you wanted me to do, from then on that’s all I knew..
I was only a child at the time, I wasn’t ready to make up my mind but you had me raising your kid that was closer to my age than you where to mine..
I fell I love...
“Some hearts understand each other— even in silence.”
– Yasmin Mogahed (via infinitexposure)
A Step Versus Trek
swordsforpens:
Naivety wishes to fall in love,
Maturity wishes to stay in love.
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I want to cut so bad right now..but I know I can’t and that makes it even harder..I’m so full of rage and I have no release ..everything is just bottled up inside and I know it’s only a matter of time before I explode. I don’t even know if cutting would be enough ..I want to pound my fist into the walls until they bleed and the bones break..and then I just want to keep...
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I’ve made such a terrible mistake,my love..how will you ever forgive me..
All this time I cursed your name, accused you of leaving me ..when you’ve been in mourning for yet another love..
Your precious soul so easily torn that you cry tears of blood from years gone by, love of seasons, as you call them..
Brief bits of stolen time that come and go as fleeting as the sun and...
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NUMB
Numb..the way I feel most every day..
Incapable of feeling any other way..
My mind has drifted so far inside, that no one knows where my emotions hide..
My skin no longer feels a touch ..a rusty blade that makes a crimson rush..
Ripping and tearing my body to sheds, there’s no use, those feelings are dead..
NUMB..that’s the way I am without you..
My long ago drug that I was so...
